i have a big sewing order for the NL craft council shop. children's clothes made from recycled chenille bedspreads and vintage cotton. all i want to do these days is spin yarn. i've forced myself into the studio and have to stay there until the sewing is done. at the end of it i'll reward myself with time at my wheel. i wonder what this says about my life - that i'll reward myself for finishing my work with more work!